Paradise Lost ,,

　I'm so sorry , but I have no courage to say it in Chinese ...
　I do not always do this before ... about saying things .
　
　What's happening between us ?
　Why I just wanna tell you something I hope you to change ,
　and you always treat me that way ...
　it's like I have threw all my bad moods away ,
　and I am always giving it to anybody else ...
　Did I do something rude ? or did I do something wrong ?
　Why just can't like the way we chat , we share before ... ?

　I am sad , actually .
　You're denying all the words I say .
　I am not doing all wrong , right ?
　I still have a part of opinion is correct .
　while you dont wanna listen , I am upset ...
　it makes me blame myself ... you know that ?
　I don't wanna do this anymore ...
　is the words I've said so hard to understand ?
　or the words I misused make you misunderstand ?

　don't really know , and I have no power to figure it out ...
　it's complicated .